BeliefsI just heard something that upset me. I dont want to go into details about it but it was about religion and it was something that I disagree with and it upset me a lot.
Although I am not religious (though i am superstitious...) I like religious places, such as churches and so take an interest. This upset made me think about my drawings and question them. A lot of people, not everyone, but a lot of peole misinterpret my drawings. That upsets me in the same way about the same things that this religious upset does. I am now thinking negatively as if all my self made beliefs are wrong. Should I give up drawing, my studying, give up everything I believe because they dont fit into other peoples beliefs? Should I change myself and my work in order to fit into other peoples belief systems??
I know I believe in things differently to other people. Maybe I have created my own religion through my unusual up bringing. My drawings are a reflection of this. I am scared to talk about my beliefs in more detail because other people will question it. It is difficult to get across my message when people misinterpret my drawings. I wonder if other people who draw get the same problem?
There is also the possibility that I misinterpreted the words that upset me. I think what I need to do is continue to draw and follow my beliefs. It means a lot to me when people see the meaning in my drawings.
Judging could be what I am guilty of by being upset from something someone said on tv. It did lead me to question whether everything I am doing and working towards is wrong. But I dont want to believe that what I am doing is wrong, so I have chosen to continue what I am doing no matter what people think.
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